Your are my sunshine,
My only sunshine,
You make me happy,
When skies are grey,
You'll never know how much I love you,
Please don't take my sunshine away...
Happy 1 years and 5 month old my little sunshine... Mumy miss you a lot baby... Really hope that I can reverse the time that already past or miss out and spend all the time with you. Really sad, you growing day by day without me =( For the very first time you learn to walk, I'm not there to watch it. For the very first time you learn to talk, I not there to hear it. Everytime you go for your check up, I'm not the one who going with you. I'm not even know how much growing already, until your grandma told me everything about you. If not, I will not know anything about you. Because of my job, you been neglected by me. I'm such a bad mother cause leaving you with your grandma and let your grandma take care of you. I'm not even know when you get sick and I'm not the first to know that you get sick. I already miss out many thing about you baby. How I wish I could turn back all the time. Everytime when I miss you, I will look back all the photo in my phone and all the video that I take. I miss you badly my girl. Why I will facing this kind of problem after you born? Because of this problem, we live separately, and I can't meet you everyday. When I really want to meet you, I need to go to mum house. WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY I WILL LIVE LIKE THIS? I HATE THIS LIFE!
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