13Nov2014 , early morning . . I started feel some pain under my abdomen . . one thing that come in my mind is "is baby coming out today?" I just remind myself , "be patient Wendy , maybe not today , She will come out when she want.." I dont care about the pain anymore , I keep busy with my things and work . . But the pain getting stronger when the time past . . afternoon , I go lunch KFC with my family . . that time the pain start make me cant stand for a longer time but the pain really killing me . I tell my husband I start feeling the pain and its killing me . That time all my feeling mix together . . happy , excited , pain , sick , unwell , tired , sleepy and etc . At evening , the pain getting stronger and stronger . Everytime I try to walk , the pain is killing me . Seriously , I also feel hard to describe the pain . All I can do is try to be positive thinking , don't think too much , everything will be okey soon .
Around 8.30pm , I feel extremely tired and sleepy . I try to take a sleep but the pain still killing me , every 5-10minutes the pain is extremely pain . Suddenly , I heard something a "pop" sound then I realise my water breaks . I feel nervous and scared about my baby , in my mind I just worry about my baby , I dont care about myself , coz water keep flowing . That time everyone is nervous , confused , blurr . . luckily , my husband is here with me . . if not , who gonna send me to the hospital ?
Around 9.30pm , I safely arrive hospital . . the pain still killing me . When I arrive hospital , nurse ask me to take urine sample and I saw another woman is trying to push her baby out but the nurse said the mother don't have energy to push anymore so she have to operate now , coz the baby is near her cervix , the baby is coming out soon coz all the nurse said they saw baby head but the mother still refuse to push so they send the mother to operation room . And me , they still check about my cervix and baby heartbeat . After check my cervix just open 2cm , I start worry about my baby condition . I keep praying and praying may God always bless us and may God give me the strength to go through this . After a few hour , one of the nurse say my baby heartbeat is getting down , I feel like wanna cry and keep praying to God . One of the specialist come and check my condition and say I have to operate coz baby heartbeat is getting slow and down . I pray to God , "oh God , please help me and baby , I know You always with us since the baby live inside me , I know You will help us no matter what happen . . amen ." all along the way to operation room , only one thing fill my mind "my baby condition okay or not ? " . My family and husband keep telling " me stay strong , everything gonna be okay , God is watching over us God will help us " . When the opeartion is start , I thinking about God and baby . After a few minutes , I heard baby crying . I keep asking myself , is that my baby crying ? how is she ? is she okey ? is she healthy ? how is she look like ? , I keep questioning myself . Then one of the nurse let me see my baby , when I look at her . . omg ! she is adorable ! thank you my Lord, thank you very much ! I keep saying "thank you Lord , thank God ! thank you for everything !" After operation done , they send me to maternity ward . After a few hour they send my baby for me , feel like unbelievable . . this is my little angel that I carry for 9 month . . finally , she's born on 14Nov2014 ; 12:21am . Thank you for choosing me as your mother my little angel .
The first picture of Baby Whitney .
Full name : Whitney Lee Woon Qii . Born on : 14Nov2014 ; 12.21am . Weight : 2.5kg . Sex : Female .
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